And it's amazing how everything can change with a couple of words. And really insignificant words at that.



'I wont hurt you.'



Quite easy to say, but hard to keep. But when T. says it, I believe him. I don't know why, but I do. And he would stand up for me in front of anyone.

He's so lovely, but he's not L. And though whenever we are together, he makes me smile, I don't want to start anything before I'm ready to. And I don't think I'm ready yet. I'm not ready to let go of L.